Tuesday, 27 November 2007
Fun Fair is over. There is no Lover!
So hey evry1! a lot's been going on. well, mostly, the endings of things. especially the ending of the yr...umm, we had our fun fair(a.k.a economics fair) just now. it was fun!.....well, i was kinda lucky thruout most of the day! believe it or not, i was the first and only one able to bring down all the cans using a single ball and single shot! haha. and it was my 1st attempt!!! haha. that was at the councillors' stall...then at fadhli's game corner, halo and guitar hero was awesome! Xbox 360!!! i'm not bein sakai. just impressed :P.
so, as this post shall be my last(i think) b4 i leave on thursday the 29th, i'll try to make it as long as i can...so, b4 i go on wif the fun fair and school, here's a few pics of other stuff that i captured...

One of the smaller chandeliers in Jame' Asr...

One of the smaller domes in Jame' Asr. Nice clouds too.

One of the smaller fountains in Jame' Asr. Clouds...

Two of the minarets of Jame' Asr...nice sky?

The main chandelier and the biggest one of all...

The interior of the biggest dome...

The chandelier from another angle.

The front of the inside mosque, including the mimbar(where the imam preaches)...

One of the wall designs in THE EMPEROR'S COURT in Hua Ho Manggis.

A miniature terracotta soldier. lol. also from THE EMPEROR'S COURT!

The blazing Sun...

The Sun upon its throne of clouds...

A light king upon a dark throne...

A view from Solitude.

Nice sky. but i cant remember where this was taken :P

Dusk has come...

After sun set...darkness overwhelms...

The hidden king behind clouds.

Letting nature take its course...
Well, now that that's over, here's a summarised version of wat happened today during the fun fair:
I came around 7.30 and then went to Fadhli's game corner...watched them play halo then went to canteen wif shaun. we then went to the bball court wif jo. then we played on the bouncer :P...we tried doing front-flips wifout success. then moses came. we went to the bigger bouncer. moses tried to do the front-flip but ended up hitting he teeth wif his knee which resulted in gum bleed....moses then went home....
leon and i got obsessed wif gettin soft toys that we wasted quite a bit trying to win those that we wanted by playing the shooting thingy at the SEVEN's stall...i managed to win a kitten(which is damn soft! and not real!). and i got kinda addicted to their Shepard's pie :P. it was luscious!
then i played some games at the councillors' stalls. i got 2 goldfishes and i managed to hit all the cans wif a single throw of a ball. i bought drinks from my own stall. but yet, it wasnt run by me :P. the vanilla blue was nectarous and whomsoever disagrees, comes from another planet!
i cant relli remember wat else i did.....but i do noe that i wish it wud've lasted several more hours. in the end, barry won a lion for me and a tiger for himself! :P YEAY barry!!! isaac's team(my team) got negative somethin overall. we didnt get much profit...congrats to those who did well. and i also wished i brought $100 instead so i cud've satisfied myself wif KFC!!! dee just told me the KFC people were perverts! lol...but perverts or not, their services assuaged many, MANY hungry stomachs! lol. but sadly not mine :'( HHAHAHA....here's a pic of my lion and kitten

I changed the hair style of the lion. HAHA. let me name it.....Leonarscius. hehe
Tomorrow i might be playin ball wif some frens...not gonna go to skul to or kiulap to watch movie...so i'll get ready my stuff for the journey of a thousand nites onwards to SINGAPORE. the land of which i noe naught of yet is my own! :P
Well, i'll try blog more b4 i go...
till Time allows,
Fun Fair was fun. But I regret u werent there to enjoy it wif me SA. But u'll always be in my mind wherever I go...
Saturday, 24 November 2007
A 2nd Post. Wat angers me Most?
Well, enuf wif my uncontrollable rage. i just cant get over it. IF U THINK I WAS REFERING TO U, U MAY ASK ME PERSONALLY. BUT WHETHER TO LIE OR NAY, THAT IS MY DECISION!
.....spending time at the mall was fun. we went to the arcade and played the shooting balls. my first time. we played together and well, we got 122.....then we went to solitude and sat down to relax. we watched hitman b4 we went to the arcade. after solitude, we went back to the arcade and then played the punching ball thingy. haha. guess i'm stronger than mo :p...by a bit only....just kiddin...then we went to play pool(?)....i on the 1st 2 rounds. and then mo won the nxt 2..HAHA. i thot i suck after sooo long havnt play!!!! real surprising!
ummm, i got new sneaker(not interesting ey?)......all in all, we had fun. met wen yie and jane and wen xiu and augustine and choon sian and teck chin. lol
....haizzz..class party was boring. nthn out of the ordinary.
life sux. frens tend to betray u. but wifout a doubt, i luv my closest frens whom r definitely M.I.N.D.S(not in order. just tried to make a word)...haha...figure them out :P. i'm not sayin that i only hav 5 closes frens. but they're the ones that understand me most...
oh well...i'll let time wash away my feelings and anger. but not my memories...
till time agen.....
M.I.N.D.S, u guys r the greatest of the great. i'll nvr hav frens better than u guys, tho others may be equal :P. memories shall nvr die...
Madness Within...I'm nthn
These few days, i've been gettin closer to moses......we started going to mall since he was bored walkin after amilyn's bday party! lol....ummm, then he came to my house that night so his parents cud pick him up from there. but mo and i ended up being lectured by our parents!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA...oh well. i guess our parents trust each other more now. phewww....
well, i'm so frustrated rite now and i think mo will agree wif me. i wont explain in details cause there's no use inviting the wolves to dinner(just a metaphor:P)....well,
its just.... EUFBIUQNDBIUWBFVOIAHOFIG3R9823FQYC8F9OGI2BOEDOYUV09WOHTR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
WTHHH IS ALL THEIR PROBLEM!!! i noe we may just be MINORITY! but nonetheless, we're still humans! mo, i relli cant stand it. i dunno y, but relli angry now. i wasnt. but i am now. i noe u feel bad. so do i. ya noe, we're treated like nthn but crumbs! like hell man! i noe we're not anythin...but just dun do that kinda stuff lah! and mo, i'm not mentioning abt 1 person, i'm mention abt MORE than 1! if u wanna noe, we can chat lah. i relli need to let go of my anger....and holidays agen!!! ...........
at solitude now. will blog more soon.
timezzz allowz me~
Thursday, 22 November 2007
Dota day
Well, nthn much happened. As d title suggests, i went to rf and played 2 dota matches... 1 was a win d 2nd was an unfinished match cuz hd to go home.. d 1st match is an -ar(as usual, being in RF) and i got a great hero by the name of pudge. It was tough in the beginning, jst like dul in d monopoly, being a melee, easily harassed and dey jst keep harassing me but whn i reached lvl 8 wit jst 3 items, whch is boots, bracer and arcane ring. with the ring, i am able to recharge mana and wit dis, able to hook some food and thn disember dem and terus use rot.. i was able to kill a few heroes... Oh, btw, its a 3on3
My team
pudge(me)
Lycanthrope(a DAMN PRO)
Sylabear(ok ok la)
Enemies
Slayer(A real pain in d ass)
Warlock(Free kill ^^)
Vengeful spirit(ok ok la)
so i keep hooking a few oppoents and able to either pawn or if dey escape, my teammates would help me take d kill. so in d end of the game, i had all 6 ok ok items for pudge.
1.Boots of travel
2. heart
3. heart
4. butterfly
5. radiance
6. arcane ring
my stats was 16kill, 2 death...
Anyway, our 2nd match was a 5on5...
My team
Meepo
Anti mage
Bloodseeker
Abaddon
panda master
Enemy
Leviethan
Rhasta
Tinker
jah rakal
Zeus
Though i left early, most likely we'll lose due to imbalanced team since we hve no INT at all... I had 6 kills and 4 deaths... dam!
haaha, so dats all, Chiao
Wednesday, 21 November 2007
SA as in SA
Well this time, i decided not to make the title ryme(cause i cudnt find any for bored:P)....umm, i'm not gonna blog much. just a few pics(taken from the net) and stuffz abt skul etc...
Umm, today, we played star wars monopoly(mine) thruout almost the entire day. the players were moses, wendy, qwan, and myself. in the beginning, wendy and moses were good. they just got richer. so did qwan. i struggled here and there. but in the end, i was the ultimate :P. wif but moses and myself left, the game declined in its fun-ness lol...in the end of it all, moses gave up :D. YAY Myself! :p...
here's a pic of my star wars monopoly.

hmm...these few days since some people hav started playing pokemon cards agen, i've been influenced to join the throng :P....i bought a few decks and compiled a single deck that a lot of people said was powerful. honestly, i just put in wat i thot was strong :P....shhhh tell no one! HAHA...umm, this card is my fav of all time.

its damn rare and i dun have it...tho i do hav normal mew....ummm, i've also been attracted to NINTENDO DS...hehe. of course wif the pokemon game! lol...
i think i'm gonna go buy it in s'pore. but i havnt mae up my mind which colour to get..any suggestions? here's my colour range.

matte black

mettalic rose ;p

crimson & black(more crimson)

OR the limited edition pokemon version :D
So pls help me decide. i got a few days b4 i'm going off...i doubt there's internet that i can use 24/7 there...lol...when i'm there, i'll be having tuitions :'(
an unexpected holiday....oh well.
class has been messier than usual. boring as well. a party might be held on saturday. S2 has their party tomorrow...report books tomorrow as well....sigh. many r gonna retain esp students from CS. some of which r councillors!
thats all that i gotta blog abt now.
Jusqu'à le moment autorisé...
ur still mine no matter wat. ur all that i turn to when evrything denies and ignores me privilege. none shall no who u r. for u r mine...SA
Sunday, 18 November 2007
After exams
Ahh... Exams jst finished and i hve nothing much to say... As dul asked, he wants to see my results, so yeah
Chemistry- 41
Bio- 35
maths- 12(I knw.. it sux)
ugama- 63
phy- 53
eng- 62
econ- 52
Bm- 58
If i left out any subjects, tell me...
i will b busy dis hols since Man utd hve signed a contract wit me for trial... HAHAHAHAHAH!
D oni time dat will happen is whn pigs fly... which is not impossible actually
Saturday, 17 November 2007
Well, here r the screenshots of my desktop and mozilla...dun bother abt the pics and stuff. just note the bars and most of the stuff at the top of a window...
and i noe! I'M JUST NEAT OK!!! and its damn nice to be organised....:P...well, take a glance upon my desktop..........

nice wallpaper ay? :p...but look at the sssilver taskbar... ;p

that isnt where my msn usual is. but i had to shift so that it can be seen...

now the mozilla...see the red circle at the top? thats the loadin indicator... ;D

another one...all black and red..thats the theme :D

all the red scrollbars and black shades...i still amuse myself. but in this pic, u can see the loading indicator in action...
Thats all for now...for any inquiries, pls ask at the chatbox :P.
Til Time...
.....I'll be off on the 28th(MAYBE) so we'll meet up b4 then.....
...♥ SA ♥...
Thursday, 15 November 2007
we succeed and we fall....dun we all?
Well, as always, wif success comes failure. And always, after failure comes success. Wif joy comes sorrow and wif happiness comes resentment. That is the cycle of life. b4 anything i shall mention, i'll reveal my marks for the end-of-yr exams. they r as follows:
English - 72%*
BM - 58%*
Maths - 37%
Amaths - 60%*
Ugama - 77%*
Bio - 37%
Comp - 65%*
Physics - 41%*
MIB - 57%
Chem - 35%
The marks wif asterisk r my best 6. so my average is 62...sad :s .....
arite so yeah...
another disappointing news to myself is that my sis will be leavin on monday...well, i'll be seeing her on the 28th in singapore...lol...yes, i'm leavin just 1 day after fun fair...how sad...
hmmm, wat other sad stuff? ummm, i'm not sure if i wanna be captain for hollis nxt yr...i mean, this yr, my grades keep rising little by little but my maths and malay keep falling. so yeah...concentration is essential for me nxt yr...
ummm, not evrythn's been bad :P ...well, i took pics wif moses and alay this morning. the day was still boring tho...the pics r below if u wanna see them...
lately, i've been entertainin myself by readin the book 'eldest' by christopher paolini....its the book after 'eragon'. the book is good, unsurprisingly. and to think that he started writing at the tender age of FIFTEEN! lol...i cud start a book rite now and be a million when i reach 20. *grins* lol.....but hell i'll pas on that thot for now cause hell! my english suxxx!!! i relli was hoping to get better that wat i've got. but oh well. i'm learning to accept the things given. for not all opportunities wait upon a single soul.
TODAY, i've relli been upgrading the looks of my laptop. not without, but within. now the mozilla theme is all black and red ;D and the title bars of evry window is ssssssilverr....hell nice!!! when i some1 chats wif me, the usual orange colour is changed to pale translucent orange...NICE!!! :P
oh well.....depressing state demands certain actions.
sigh.....a man can only withstand so much b4 he eventually falls...and in my case, i hav failed.
ONE DAY, i'm gonna draw a better picture of my symbol and post it here. my MAGIC symbol i mean...lol. i admire it so much i cant believe its so simple. oh well. i'll add more to this post if i remember anythin. b4 i post the pics, here's a line dedicated to DEE for PETE WENTZ by ME. lol!
"The lyrics written by Pete is just awesome! and to think how talented a person can be to not only write a song, but sing it as well! thats goes beyond ordinary taent"...lol. i do admire another artist who writes, sings, and plays the instruments in her own music...Alicia Keys :D.
well, here r the pics...

alay and moses

the dayangku hersef :P

there wasnt any flash moses! lol

ummm. lol? hahahah.

lil moses and ...alay :P

dayangku & myself

i seriously didnt noe her eyes wer wanderin. lol

my viper cards..not discernible :'(

wat was mo askin for? lol

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

gotcha mosi!!!

haha. childish but i'll nvr 4get this. =]
and thats the end of it.....timeless cheerio!
I'll nvr forgive myself for doing wat i did. but none shall ever allow me to turn back the hands of time. We'll decide soon SA ;D...
Saturday, 10 November 2007
Marks of Dee...It came with a Fee
well first off, lets compare some of dee's results to some of mine...she's got 4 credits by far. and i got only 3...coincidence that the subjects she gets credit for r the same as the subjects i get credit for!!! hmmm...oh well! here's the statistics:
DEE (doesnt even noe her own marks :P)
English - 64
Ugama - 60+ (?)
POA - 76 OR 77 (??)
Malay - 66 (?)
Me
English - 72
Ugama - 77
Comp - 65
Dang malay u disappointed me. hell! if any1 were to look thru my karangan book, they'd nvr believe i got only 59 for my end-of-yr karangan... :'( ...i always get 70 and above. hmmm...i'm gonna claim marks so i get credit for malay. anyways, i got 48/80 for Amaths. if the 20% comes from nowhere, then i'll get a precise credit! yipeeee!!!! hmm. overall, dee beats me on all 3 science subjects!!!!! ummm, malay as well...hmmm. we havnt got MIB papers back :P...we'll see...
haizzz....so disappointed in myself. expected more this time(eventho i didnt study one bit nor did i hav tuitions save for Amaths alone)....i can just imagine. *slit**slit**slit* and away my life goes.........i failed in chem, AGAIN! 20(paper1)+33(paper2)+1(for pracs!!!!)=54. 54 divided by 155 X 100 = 35!!!!!
dee got 50+. she beat me in physics by 2 wif a menacing result of 43! :P ummm. we got the same marks for Dmaths paper1...26%!!! umm, so i guess the paper 2 shall decide the maths geek this time! :P hope i get pass or get credit! XD to get credit, i literally gotta get full marks for paper2!!! SHIT!!!! lol. impossible...and there goes another credit for me :'(
Just a paragraph on somethin i'd like to add to this post(i 4got previuosly til dee reminded me :P)...its abt DEE'S COOKIES!!!! since its a special topic to her, i made the whole paragraph into a different colour...HER colour! lol ...umm, well. hmmm...wats there to say abt the cookies besides that they were made brilliantly!!! dang, i shud've taken pictures!!! lol ...she says its ROCK HARD but its just an expression :P. its not hard tho but it was close to chewy! yum-yum...lotssa people ♥ it! how cud they possibly be wrong??!!! wanna taste? u can order now! just call +673 999 94S1. u'll get 1 free sample and u can buy a dozen at only $5..lol. umm, dee, i'm just makin business but u can keep all the money! lol ....just in case u gotta pay to get ur computer checked! :P umm, well, i'll post more abt her cookies when i get pics to back them up :P...
To lessen my misery, here's a pic i took this morning on the way to school. it was damn hazey...i guess its from INDON!!!! lol

U can barely see the istana. its in haze. btw, its NOT sultan's istana. its his sis'....
Till time allows me to unleash my full results. ciao
I aint dumb nor am I hopeless towards studies. its just that i hav not found the will to bring out my potential...same goes wif most people...i ♥ my close frens cause they r my equals. none more superior, none less inferior...til the end....
Friday, 9 November 2007
The Beatiful Rain, Ends all of my Pain...
well, unfortunately, i didnt get a chance to capture nice pics of the mosque within. BUT i got beautiful pics from without! :P...the sky. its just so amazing. u may look up and think its just a normal sky. but try capturing it. forget the water droplets. forget the dark clouds. the sky is but a reflection of a fraction of the majesty of its Creator. here, take a view at the pics. i'm not saying i'm a good photographer cause i'm not. the pics r beautiful cause the actual thing is beautiful, not cause i am able to take good pics :P...haha. same goes wif the mosque. when u look up from within, the dome itself looks like a gargantuan hall...its span goes beyond any camera's vision. needless to say, it is but an excellent work of man.
just an extra info, when i take pics, i try to capture things not made by man unless it is beautiful beyond measure. when i take pics of the sky, i try to capture as little as possible any trace of mankind. i try to capture not just the image, but the feeling of the superior nature and landscapes man cannot exist without. here r the pics

The chandelier...if u see it in real life, u can see there's a panji-panji near the top of it

one of the smaller fountains in Jame' Asr

quite dark...rainy

another beautiful sky...

brighter...beatufiul clouds, interrupted my man-made lampost

almost looks like there's an aurora...

wispy, spirit-like clouds hovering over the tree...
Grant me the strength to carry on. For now i drift away. Bring me to u.....my SA........
Thursday, 8 November 2007
More pics...I luv Twix
Well, skul's been boring cause we got nthn to do. umm, tho it is better than studies :P...chess, scrabble, card games...haizzz..we've been playin some games. but eventually alas, it gets boring. watching the jenga just now was quite entertaining tho :) ...thnx whoeva brought it...ummm, i'll post my results when i get all of them. for now, i just wish and pray that i pass maths(at least) and get credit or at least pass malay...cause if i dun fulfill these 2 conditions, then i'll be unplaced!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! i wanna be placed :( ...i'll try my bestest best, i promise myself...umm, i didnt go to the football funday...sad...umm, i;m bored! lol...
haizzz...chattin wif cuz...talkin abt the past...so dreadful. so...sad...
well, if there's anythin u guys wan me to post abt, feel free to let me noe. :)
i've got nthn better to do, save being sorrowful abt the past and present.
haizz...so many things i wish i cud've undone. so many things i wish i cud've done!
but all in all, its the things we do that teaches us to stand for wat we truly believe in. whether we may be wrong or right.
here's some pics agen.....me bored...

the sun...

wispy clouds...

the sky just now in negative effect. the normal one loos better

a ghost in sorrow...

rainy day that day

not as rainy b4 that, but as nice...

more beautiful in the phone...the depth of the colour change is just sooo magnificent...from dark below to bright top...
well, thats all guys...til time,
Seribu kali sayang. wats been done cannot be undone...justice prevails, time is my unending saviour...love is my unbending shield. Seribu kali ampun.
Tuesday, 6 November 2007
Day of disappointment
On the sunday morning on the 4th of September, the moment i reachd JIS at precisely 7.14am, I felt like I was about to play in the world cup. I know it sounds funny but the excitement and also pressure is there. The rest of my team came later though and we went to our respective tents to wait for our match. The 1st match was Amir's team.
Sadly, they lost 4-0 due to a few mistakes in the defending section and Hazim came at the last 2minits of the match.. Our match came next and I was quite pressured(Most of my team members said I had better proove myself). Shaneel scored our 1st goal and I was able to block out a few goals. Then, they equalised it when we had about 6 more minits, i thot i saved the ball, mst hve blasted through. Joshua scored our second goal(Well, it WAS a goal) but the referee said no goal due to Joshua saying "Lepas" and thought we actually provoked the opposing team. so the score is 1-1.
Richmonds team also drawd in a 1-1..
In 2nd round, Amir lost dis time 4-1 i tink wit Hazim help.. We lost to ISB wit a disappointing 2-0 and i dont wan to blame others, but our team's defensess were bad, most of the time our defense(Saiful) is against 3 strikers.. Richmond team lost 2-0 also..
In our last match against Maktab Duli, we lost 2-1. sad... So I left JIS after that, feeling sad... DANG!! hahahahaha, sometimes we win sometimes we lose rite?
Saturday, 3 November 2007
The Fallen One...Under The Sun
Well, i wont go into details. agen, this time includes a boring, emo section...
true not all of us r given freedom, yet it is expected from others and one's self...
true we need protection however strong we think we r...
true we've all lied at least once b4...
but does all that makes us the same person as we always were?
the ans is of course, NO!
time doesnt change people. it is the individuals will to change him/her self...
i have changed in ways people wont believe...
yet still as always, people judge me by my past mistakes and actions...
do they not realise that people r ABLE to change the world if they put their minds and faith to it???!!!
they DON'T cause they're blinded by the thot that SOME things r impossible!!!
well, its not true!!! people cud move mountains in ages past! people can moves minds now!
my only request to this world, and it may be my final one, is dun judge somethin nor discriminate nor even SAY anythin abt others for it might hurt, wound, create anger and hatred and so much negativity!!! u may nvr noe when it all comes back to u. by then, its just too late to regret...
Mistakes of the past r repeated once agen. and thus my soul shall live on in ultimate dread and agony
<«-------END OF EMO-NESS-------»>
well, the exams r finally over...here's the update on the 2nd week.
Monday- Amaths
It was waaay easier than expected, but harder than i hoped for...
Tuesday- Ugama1 & Physics2
Ugama was easy ;p.....physics was a disaster
Wednesday- BM2 & MIB & Physics1
BM was sadly harder than i thot :'( ...MIB was easy peasy...Physics was hard agen
Thursday- Computer
Yay!!!! me happy. was quite OK
Saturday(just now)- Ugama2 & Maths1
Ugama was fun! let Hazim cheat :P...maths was extremely hard....
well thats all. so far, i think i failed physics and maths....NOOOOO. maths was and still is one of my fav subs... :'( ...sad, i suck! aimed for lots of credits, but i dun think i can get em...i just sincerely Pray that i get a lil more than enuf to go to form 5...i dun think i'll be able to do the June O levels...MORE EMO!!!
well, thats all i wanna blog abt...thnx bloggie for bein here for me to let out all(almost) of my _____________(cant find a word for it :P)....
well, till time.
♠cYa
...♥ If only ur here for me always SA. but i got my great frens for now :D. thnx evryone! ♥...
Thursday, 1 November 2007
More pics...its now 8.26
More pics yet agen.....nicer ones this time :P. i think and hope i've improved. the pic of the sky wif the sun is one of my fav. it looks like as if the sky has an eye tho. lol.....2 pics of Jame' Asr...and another pic of the sky taken at skul the other day. my other fav is in the post b4 this one. the one wif the orange setting sun...la beau :D...and btw, i try to put the pics in order from the ones i like least to the one i like most...here they r.

The sky in skul...not so pretty. was hot...

Jame' Asr in this pic looks luminous and powerful...

The same pic, but its in full now...

The Sky wif an Eye...if u dun look at it that way, its nice :P...
Last day of exams rests on the Saturday the Third...May Peace befall the wounded, and Harmony befall the doomed b4 last.
...♥We'll commence during hols SA! ;p♥...